I have this emptiness feeling inside me, and I felt like being lost. Suddenly I don't know what I am living for (not for myself), and it's hard to accept the facts that there are so many things I just cannot control but they hurt me so much that I cannot defend.
I realized that I, even not obvious, wants to be so loved by someone as well ...

想為你做件事 讓你很快樂的事 好在你的心中埋下我的名字
求時間 趁著你 不注意的時候 悄悄地 把這種子釀成果實
我想她的確是 更適合你的女子 我太不夠溫柔優雅成熟懂事
如果我 退回到 好朋友的位置 你也就 不再需要為難成這樣子
很愛很愛你 所以願意 捨得讓你 往更多幸福的地方飛去
很愛很愛你 只有讓你 擁有愛情 我才安心
看著她走向你 那幅畫面多美麗 如果我會哭泣也是因為歡喜
地球上 倆個人 能相遇不容易 作不成 你的情人 我仍感激
很愛很愛你 所以願意 不牽絆你 飛向幸福的地方去
很愛很愛你 只有讓你 擁有愛情 我才安心

So last night was again great. Dinner was at Leoni's and about $21/person in the end (we ordered 3 "large" dishes [Meat Lasagna, Linguini Pesto, Chicken Piccata] + 3 deserts [Tiramisu, Cheesecake, Chocolate Cake]). Word of advice: large does not serve 4 people at all

After the dinner there's the highlight of the night. $5 for Toronto Symphony Orchestra is just amazing bargain for anybody (everybody should go and support them). Compared to Mamma Mia, it was totally different but equally excellent and I'm glad I had the chance to experience them altogether. Although it was funny that me & Vivian were confused about whether the intermission was the end of the show or just intermission, but gladly we stayed. We're sitting on 4th row (1st level) while the rest of the group are at rear rows on 3rd level (lucky lucky us!).
Kinda wished last night was Friday night as nobody seems happy to work today, but regardless, I believe we all had a wonderful evening.

Besides the fact that Lairon, again, is taking pictures like crazy (e.g. she took photos of her mouth, top of the head, garbage on TTC, etc.)

Hope for good luck

I don't know who bothers reading anymore (well, at least I read others'), but you can pray with me, hoping that my grandpa will recover well. Heard from my mom that he's doing fine and gonna start the recovery/rehab process soon. That's at least better news to hear ... It's not like everybody's having the good times (hope you're well too, KD).

Some other possible "cheerful" news, Mamma Mia was superb and excellent (for those who haven't seen it, you definitely should), and I want more of those shows. Dinner at Marcels was average, but the show afterwards just completely fulfilled the night. It lasted 2.5 hours (from 8 to 10:30pm) and me & Lairon went back to FCP to grab my stuff. It's quite fun to wonder into nobody-office and nobody-PATHs and we took pictures to enjoy the moment.

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IF true_ = false_ THEN
x = 5
ELSE
x = 7
END IF
END IF

Sigh, so my host's servers crashed and down my domain. Guess I should find an alternative backup (good thing I backed up all the stuff already so they're ready to be uploaded whenever)
Typical weekend as usual, only cheering news is my new 160GB hard drive (a little upset though, b/c it's only 130GB in Windows, due to 1000K vs. 1024K standards on HD). Copied all my music over and still have 50GB left, yeah~
This week better be good, if not so at least eventful. Coordinator comes in today, Mamma Mia + dinner on Wednesday, Toronto Symphony Orchestra (Romeo & Juliet) + Dinner on Thursday night. Can't wait anymore as this March has been boring and unfortunate

Grandpa has checked out from the hospital and staying at my Uncle's, planning to do recovery soon. I SO want him to be okay ...

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